{"id":1380,"date":"2008-10-30T19:43:35","date_gmt":"2008-10-30T18:43:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/?p=1380"},"modified":"2012-10-22T21:38:04","modified_gmt":"2012-10-22T19:38:04","slug":"kdo-jsem","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/?p=1380","title":{"rendered":"Kdo jsem?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>D. Bonhoeffer<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Kdo jsem?<br \/>\n\u010casto mi druz\u00ed \u0159\u00edkaj\u00ed, \u017ee vych\u00e1z\u00edm ze sv\u00e9 v\u011bze\u0148sk\u00e9 cely klidn\u011b, vesele a pevn\u011b jako p\u00e1n ze sv\u00e9ho z\u00e1mku.<br \/>\nKdo jsem? \u010casto mi druz\u00ed \u0159\u00edkaj\u00ed, \u017ee mluv\u00edm se sv\u00fdmi bacha\u0159i svobodn\u011b, p\u0159\u00e1telsky a jasn\u011b, jako bych jim j\u00e1 m\u011bl porou\u010det.<br \/>\nKdo jsem? Tak\u00e9 mi druz\u00ed \u0159\u00edkaj\u00ed, \u017ee sn\u00e1\u0161\u00edm dny ne\u0161t\u011bst\u00ed vyrovnan\u011b, s \u00fasm\u011bvem a hrd\u011b jako ten, kdo je zvykl\u00fd v\u00edt\u011btit.<br \/>\nJsem opravdu takov\u00fd, jak o mn\u011b druz\u00ed \u0159\u00edkaj\u00ed? Anebo jsem jen takov\u00fd, jak se zn\u00e1m j\u00e1 s\u00e1m?<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Neklidn\u00fd, nemocn\u00fd, st\u00e1le po n\u011b\u010dem tou\u017e\u00edm jako pt\u00e1k v kleci,<br \/>\nt\u011b\u017ece lap\u00e1m po dechu, jako by mi n\u011bkdo sv\u00edral hrdlo,<br \/>\nhladov\u00edm po barv\u00e1ch, po kv\u011btin\u00e1ch, po pta\u010d\u00edch p\u00edsn\u00edch, \u017e\u00edzn\u00edm po dobr\u00e9m slov\u011b, po tro\u0161e lidskosti, t\u0159esu se hn\u011bvem nad zv\u016fl\u00ed i nejmalichern\u011bj\u0161\u00ed ur\u00e1\u017ekou,<br \/>\nzneklidn\u011bn \u010dek\u00e1n\u00edm na velk\u00e9 v\u011bci, v bezmoci se strachuji o sv\u00e9 p\u0159\u00e1tele<br \/>\nv nekone\u010dn\u00e9 d\u00e1lce, jsem unaven\u00fd a vyprahl\u00fd, ne\u017e abych byl s to se modlit, p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161let, tvo\u0159it,<br \/>\njsem mal\u00e1tn\u00fd, p\u0159ipraven\u00fd se v\u0161\u00edm se rozlou\u010dit?<\/p>\n<p>Kdo jsem? Ten prvn\u00ed, anebo ten druh\u00fd? Copak jsem dnes takov\u00fd, a z\u00edtra jin\u00fd? Oboj\u00ed z\u00e1rove\u0148?<br \/>\nP\u0159ed lidmi pokrytec a s\u00e1m p\u0159ed sebou opovr\u017een\u00edhodn\u00fd bolest\u00ednsk\u00fd slaboch?<br \/>\nAnebo se to, co ve mn\u011b je\u0161t\u011b je, podob\u00e1 pora\u017een\u00e9mu vojsku, kter\u00e9 v nepo\u0159\u00e1dku ustupuje,<br \/>\na\u010dkoli m\u011blo v\u00edt\u011bzstv\u00ed na dosah ruky?<\/p>\n<p>Kdo jsem? S\u00e1m se takto pt\u00e1t nem\u00e1 cenu. A\u0165 jsem v\u0161ak jak\u00fdkoli, Ty m\u011b zn\u00e1\u0161, jsem Tv\u016fj, Bo\u017ee!<\/p>\n<p><em><br \/>\n(ps\u00e1no v hitlerovsk\u00e9m v\u011bzen\u00ed za druh\u00e9 sv\u011btov\u00e9 v\u00e1lky)<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>D. Bonhoeffer Kdo jsem? \u010casto mi druz\u00ed \u0159\u00edkaj\u00ed, \u017ee vych\u00e1z\u00edm ze sv\u00e9 v\u011bze\u0148sk\u00e9 cely klidn\u011b, vesele a pevn\u011b jako p\u00e1n ze sv\u00e9ho z\u00e1mku. Kdo jsem? \u010casto mi druz\u00ed \u0159\u00edkaj\u00ed, \u017ee mluv\u00edm se sv\u00fdmi bacha\u0159i svobodn\u011b, p\u0159\u00e1telsky a jasn\u011b, jako bych jim j\u00e1 m\u011bl porou\u010det. Kdo jsem? Tak\u00e9 mi druz\u00ed \u0159\u00edkaj\u00ed, \u017ee sn\u00e1\u0161\u00edm dny ne\u0161t\u011bst\u00ed vyrovnan\u011b, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[8],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1380"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1380"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1380\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4907,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1380\/revisions\/4907"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1380"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1380"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1380"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}