{"id":157,"date":"2007-04-15T08:33:03","date_gmt":"2007-04-15T07:33:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/?p=157"},"modified":"2012-10-19T10:21:16","modified_gmt":"2012-10-19T08:21:16","slug":"touzit-a-netouzit-zaroven","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/?p=157","title":{"rendered":"Tou\u017ei a netou\u017eit z\u00e1rove\u0148"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>Pozn\u00e1mka k \u0161est\u00e9mu odstavci prvn\u00ed kapitoly t\u0159et\u00edch komnat (Hrad v nitru)<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Terezie p\u00ed\u0161e: \u201eM\u011blo by v\u00e1m sta\u010dit, \u017ee jste Bo\u017e\u00edmi vazalkami, netu\u017ete po \u010demsi nav\u00edc, abyste nakonec nez\u016fstaly zcela bez ni\u010deho.\u201c<\/p>\n<p>Zarazilo m\u011b, \u017ee by \u010dlov\u011bk m\u011bl p\u0159ed vstupem do \u010dtvrt\u00fdch komnat p\u0159estat tou\u017eit po dosa\u017een\u00ed st\u0159edu hradu. Uk\u00e1zalo se, \u017ee jsem citovanou v\u011btu \u0161patn\u011b pochopil.<!--more--><br \/>\nTerezie mluv\u00ed v p\u0159edchoz\u00edch kapitol\u00e1ch i na za\u010d\u00e1tku tohoto odstavce o touze du\u0161e po vstupu do nejposledn\u011bj\u0161\u00edch komnat hradu. Smi\u0159ov\u00e1n\u00ed s vazalstv\u00edm se t\u00fdk\u00e1 pouze do\u010dasn\u011b neut\u011b\u0161en\u00e9ho stavu \u201ebohat\u00e9ho mlad\u00edka\u201c, kter\u00fd se nedok\u00e1\u017ee rychle zm\u011bnit a smuten odch\u00e1z\u00ed. Sestra Denisa vysv\u011btluje, \u017ee du\u0161e m\u016f\u017ee v dan\u00e9 f\u00e1zi cesty rezignovat na rychl\u00fd postup, sm\u00ed\u0159it se s obt\u00ed\u017eemi p\u0159i modlitb\u011b, ale sou\u010dasn\u011b s rozechv\u011bn\u00edm v d\u00e1lce vyhl\u00ed\u017eet posledn\u00ed komnaty.<\/p>\n<p>Domn\u00edv\u00e1m se, \u017ee si du\u0161e nese a\u017e do t\u0159et\u00edch komnat svou p\u0159edstavu o svatosti a mo\u017en\u00e1 i p\u0159edstavu o c\u00edli cesty. Pak ale za\u010dne b\u00fdt \u201ezapot\u0159eb\u00ed \u010dehosi v\u00edce, aby du\u0161e zcela n\u00e1le\u017eela P\u00e1nu.\u201c Mus\u00ed ud\u011blat n\u011bco ne\u010dekan\u011b t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9ho \u2013 mus\u00ed se vzd\u00e1t sv\u00e9ho majetku, sv\u00e9ho ch\u00e1p\u00e1n\u00ed vztahu s P\u00e1nem (du\u0161e u\u017e vlastn\u011b neh\u0159e\u0161\u00ed, ale st\u00e1le j\u00ed cosi chyb\u00ed). Takov\u00e9 odevzd\u00e1n\u00ed se P\u00e1nu je pro ubohou du\u0161i krok do nezn\u00e1ma. M\u016f\u017ee m\u00edsto kroku n\u011bjakou dobu jen p\u0159e\u0161lapovat, co\u017e se projev\u00ed zastaven\u00edm postupu navzdory up\u0159\u00edmn\u00e9 modlitb\u011b. Terezie n\u00e1s nab\u00e1d\u00e1, abychom k sob\u011b byli shov\u00edvav\u00ed v dob\u011b vyprahlosti a s pokorou se modlili d\u00e1l (jako vazalov\u00e9). Hroz\u00ed tu nebezpe\u010d\u00ed, \u017ee netrp\u011bliv\u00ed cestu vzdaj\u00ed.<\/p>\n<p>Du\u0161e mo\u017en\u00e1 nem\u016f\u017ee ud\u011blat dal\u0161\u00ed krok, dokud si ho p\u0159edstavuje po sv\u00e9m. Tehdy toti\u017e netou\u017e\u00ed po P\u00e1nu, ale jen po obrazu P\u00e1na. Obdob\u00ed p\u0159e\u0161lapov\u00e1n\u00ed by pak m\u011blo jasn\u00fd smysl: du\u0161e b\u011bhem n\u011bj opou\u0161t\u00ed svou starou p\u0159edstavu (nem\u00e1 t\u00edm p\u00e1dem v tu chv\u00edli po \u010dem tou\u017eit), p\u0159est\u00e1v\u00e1 si j\u00edt tvrd\u011b za sv\u00fdm \u201ec\u00edlem\u201c a hled\u00e1 jinou\/lep\u0161\u00ed p\u0159edstavu. S tou potom m\u016f\u017ee odevzdan\u011b vstoupit do \u010dtvrt\u00fdch komnat.<\/p>\n<p>Je ot\u00e1zkou v kolika komnat\u00e1ch bude pot\u0159eba proces p\u0159e\u0161lapov\u00e1n\u00ed (odstoupen\u00ed od sebe, od star\u00fdch p\u0159edstav) opakovat. Osobn\u011b se sna\u017e\u00edm b\u00fdt se sebou trp\u011bliv\u00fd v kr\u00e1tkodob\u00e9m v\u00fdhledu (nevztekat se, \u017ee mi n\u011bco nejde; m\u00edt o\u010di otev\u0159en\u00e9 pro nov\u00e9 pochopen\u00ed sm\u011bru cesty), ale v dlouhodob\u00e9m nep\u0159est\u00e1v\u00e1m doufat v dosa\u017een\u00ed c\u00edle a tou\u017eit po dal\u0161\u00edm kr\u016f\u010dku. Tenhle kombinovan\u00fd postoj mi umo\u017e\u0148uje l\u00e9pe sn\u00e1\u0161et moji p\u0159e\u010dastou neschopnost opustit n\u011bco ze sv\u00e9ho \u201ebohatstv\u00ed\u201c \u2013 p\u0159e\u0161lapuju skoro neust\u00e1le J<\/p>\n<p>M\u011bl bych dodat, \u017ee jsem se u Terezie sna\u017eil naj\u00edt obdobu sv\u00e9ho star\u00e9ho obl\u00edben\u00e9ho postoje. Mohlo se st\u00e1t, \u017ee mi tahle snaha \u00fapln\u011b zabr\u00e1nila ve spr\u00e1vn\u00e9m pochopen\u00ed kapitoly. Proto pros\u00edm o kritick\u00fd p\u0159\u00edstup ke sv\u00e9 pozn\u00e1mce a p\u0159\u00edpadn\u00e9 dal\u0161\u00ed koment\u00e1\u0159e.<\/p>\n<p>Honza Z.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Pozn\u00e1mka k \u0161est\u00e9mu odstavci prvn\u00ed kapitoly t\u0159et\u00edch komnat (Hrad v nitru) Terezie p\u00ed\u0161e: \u201eM\u011blo by v\u00e1m sta\u010dit, \u017ee jste Bo\u017e\u00edmi vazalkami, netu\u017ete po \u010demsi nav\u00edc, abyste nakonec nez\u016fstaly zcela bez ni\u010deho.\u201c Zarazilo m\u011b, \u017ee by \u010dlov\u011bk m\u011bl p\u0159ed vstupem do \u010dtvrt\u00fdch komnat p\u0159estat tou\u017eit po dosa\u017een\u00ed st\u0159edu hradu. Uk\u00e1zalo se, \u017ee jsem citovanou v\u011btu \u0161patn\u011b [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":14,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4,7],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/157"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/14"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=157"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/157\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4779,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/157\/revisions\/4779"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=157"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=157"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=157"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}