{"id":164,"date":"2007-04-17T09:40:12","date_gmt":"2007-04-17T08:40:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/?p=164"},"modified":"2012-10-12T20:52:50","modified_gmt":"2012-10-12T18:52:50","slug":"koupel-v-krestnim-prameni","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/?p=164","title":{"rendered":"Koupel v k\u0159estn\u00edm prameni"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>&#8222;Vzpom\u00ednky \u010dasem vyblednou a takhle budu m\u00edt n\u011bco, co si m\u016f\u017eu po letech p\u0159e\u010d\u00edst a t\u0159eba si znova vzpomenout, jak\u00e9 to je nechat se pok\u0159t\u00edt&#8230;&#8220;, motivuje autorka z \u0159ad \u010derstv\u011b pok\u0159t\u011bn\u00fdch student\u016f u Nejsv. Salv\u00e1tora v Praze vznik n\u00e1sleduj\u00edc\u00edho textu. Jsme vd\u011b\u010dni za sd\u00edlen\u00ed, nepohrdneme ani dal\u0161\u00edmi p\u0159\u00edsp\u011bvky \u010di koment\u00e1\u0159i.<\/em><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Jak popsat tu neuchopitelnou sm\u011bsici dojm\u016f, kter\u00e9 v\u00e1s uchv\u00e1t\u00ed p\u0159i a t\u011bsn\u011b po va\u0161em vlastn\u00edm k\u0159tu? Mo\u017en\u00e1 bude lep\u0161\u00ed za\u010d\u00edt po po\u0159\u00e1dku. Jak to cel\u00e9 za\u010dalo? Z pohledu m\u00fdch nejbli\u017e\u0161\u00edch v moment\u011b, kdy jsem potkala jednoho mlad\u00edka s ryze tradi\u010dn\u00ed katolickou v\u00fdchovou. Zamilovan\u00e9 srdce je p\u0159\u00edstupn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed uva\u017eovat i o jin\u00fdch pohledech na sv\u011bt, ne\u017e je ten v\u00e1\u0161. Tak\u017ee sem\u00ednka m\u00e9 kl\u00ed\u010d\u00edc\u00ed v\u00edry padala na \u00farodnou p\u016fdu, kterou jim p\u0159ipravily m\u00e9 dv\u011b kamar\u00e1dky evangeli\u010dky z vysoko\u0161kolsk\u00fdch studi\u00ed a m\u00e1 snaha pochopit, co prosycuje \u017eivot m\u00e9ho drah\u00e9ho a d\u00e1v\u00e1 mu s\u00edlu vytrvat. Najednou stoj\u00edte p\u0159ed va\u0161imi bl\u00edzk\u00fdmi s t\u00edm, \u017ee se chcete nechat pok\u0159t\u00edt. Jste ne\u0161\u0165astn\u00ed z jejich rychl\u00fdch z\u00e1v\u011br\u016f, \u017ee je to p\u0159irozen\u00e1 reakce na v\u00edru va\u0161\u00ed drah\u00e9 polovi\u010dky, z ot\u00e1zek, na kter\u00e9 nedok\u00e1\u017eete uspokojiv\u011b odpov\u011bd\u011bt, a ze sv\u00fdch pochybnost\u00ed, zda na jejich pohledu nen\u00ed p\u0159ece jenom n\u011bco pravdy. Ale Cosi, co zat\u00edm nedok\u00e1\u017eete bl\u00ed\u017ee popsat, v\u00e1m d\u00e1v\u00e1 s\u00edlu stanout p\u0159ed nimi a obhajovat. Obhajujete s nad\u011bj\u00ed, \u017ee to n\u011bjak p\u016fjde a ono to opravdu jde. Srdce se v\u00e1m pln\u00ed klidem, \u017ee m\u00e1te za z\u00e1dy opravdu siln\u00e9ho advok\u00e1ta. Obdob\u00ed katechumen\u00e1tu je nav\u00edc pom\u011brn\u011b dlouhodob\u00e1 z\u00e1le\u017eitost, tak\u017ee i nejv\u011bt\u0161\u00ed pochybova\u010di najednou vid\u00ed, \u017ee v ned\u011bli se jde do kostela, a\u0165 ji\u017e chumel\u00ed nebo sv\u00edt\u00ed slunko, ale hlavn\u011b a\u0165 ji\u017e v\u00e1s doprov\u00e1z\u00ed va\u0161e drah\u00e1 polovi\u010dka \u010di nikoliv. Va\u0161e vlastn\u00ed pochybnosti o pevnosti va\u0161\u00ed v\u00edry se ob\u010das vrac\u00ed, na\u0161t\u011bst\u00ed jsou p\u0159ehlu\u0161eny hlasem z va\u0161eho srdce, kter\u00fd \u0159\u00edk\u00e1: d\u00edky Ti, Bo\u017ee. Tyto pochybnosti se v pln\u00e9 s\u00edle vrac\u00ed t\u011bsn\u011b p\u0159ed k\u0159tem, d\u00e1v\u00e1te si v\u00edc \u010dasu na p\u0159\u00edpravu ne\u017e v pr\u016fb\u011bhu cel\u00e9ho katechumen\u00e1tu, a t\u00edm p\u00e1dem m\u00e1te i v\u00edc \u010dasu kl\u00e1st si nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00e9 ot\u00e1zky. Na\u0161t\u011bst\u00ed m\u00e1te kolem sebe mnoho lid\u00ed, kte\u0159\u00ed v\u00e1s nenechaj\u00ed v pochybnostech utonout. Kn\u011bze, p\u0159\u00e1tele z katechumen\u00e1tu, p\u0159i jejich\u017e vypr\u00e1v\u011bn\u00ed jako byste sly\u0161eli mluvit sebe, spole\u010denstv\u00ed ost\u0159\u00edlen\u00fdch katol\u00edk\u016f, jejich\u017e p\u0159\u00edmluvy c\u00edt\u00edte na ned\u011bln\u00edch m\u0161\u00edch t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 hmatateln\u011b, ch\u00e1pav\u00e9ho p\u0159\u00edtele, kter\u00fd trp\u011bliv\u011b vysv\u011btluje, kdy\u017e se \u010dek\u00e1, \u017ee bude vysv\u011btlovat, poslouch\u00e1, kdy\u017e pot\u0159ebujete mluvit a podr\u017e\u00ed, kdy\u017e kles\u00e1te. T\u00e9\u017e p\u0159ekvapiv\u011b c\u00edt\u00edte tichou podporu rodiny, kter\u00e1 v\u00e1s podporuje navzdory tomu, \u017ee jste se vydali trochu jinou cestou ne\u017e oni. Den, na kter\u00fd se ji\u017e n\u011bjakou dobu p\u0159ipravujete, se p\u0159ibl\u00ed\u017e\u00ed. Mezi ot\u00e1zky, kter\u00e9 v\u00e1s su\u017euj\u00ed, se p\u0159id\u00e1 je\u0161t\u011b jedna. Jak obstoj\u00edte p\u0159ed hrstkou nev\u011b\u0159\u00edc\u00edch p\u0159\u00e1tel a rodinou, kter\u00e9 jste pozvali na sobotn\u00ed vigilii? Z\u00e1rove\u0148 ve v\u00e1s kl\u00ed\u010d\u00ed nad\u011bje, \u017ee si t\u0159eba za\u010dnou kl\u00e1st ot\u00e1zky, kter\u00fdmi jste se sami zab\u00fdvali na za\u010d\u00e1tku katechumen\u00e1tu. \u017de B\u016fh mluv\u00ed i skrze jin\u00e9 lidi, jste poznali na vlastn\u00ed k\u016f\u017ei, tak hod\u00edte za hlavu obavy z reakc\u00ed va\u0161ich bl\u00edzk\u00fdch. Potichu a potajmu se o Kristu sv\u011bd\u010dit ned\u00e1. Mo\u017en\u00e1 jim tato ud\u00e1lost d\u00e1 podn\u011bt zeptat se sami sebe, co ji k tomu vede? Pak jste vyzv\u00e1ni, abyste se shrom\u00e1\u017edili u olt\u00e1\u0159e, ten dlouho o\u010dek\u00e1van\u00fd okam\u017eik je tady. Trochu se v\u00e1m t\u0159esou kolena, v dal\u0161\u00edch mnoha o\u010d\u00edch sv\u00fdch kamar\u00e1d\u016f katechumen\u016f \u010dtete sv\u00e9 vlastn\u00ed pocity. Najednou z v\u00e1s tr\u00e9ma pad\u00e1, \u010das jakoby se na chv\u00edli zastavil, zav\u00edr\u00e1te o\u010di, podv\u011bdom\u011b vn\u00edm\u00e1te hudbu, kter\u00e1 zn\u00ed cel\u00fdm kostelem a va\u0161e srdce zp\u00edv\u00e1. Okam\u017eik obmyt\u00ed sv\u011bcenou vodou trv\u00e1 tak kr\u00e1tce, \u017ee si ho t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 neuv\u011bdom\u00edte, ale klid kter\u00fd v\u00e1s zalije, trv\u00e1 je\u0161t\u011b dlouho. Najednou se na sebe kouk\u00e1te tak trochu z v\u00fd\u0161ky a za zav\u0159en\u00fdmi v\u00ed\u010dky va\u0161e mysl c\u00edt\u00ed, jak jste malinkat\u00ed \u2013 malinkat\u00ed v porovn\u00e1n\u00ed s chr\u00e1movou lod\u00ed, malinkat\u00ed v \u010dase a prostoru, malinkat\u00ed p\u0159ed Bohem. Toto v\u011bdom\u00ed v\u00e1s ale nep\u0159inut\u00ed se p\u0159ikr\u010dit, nesraz\u00ed v\u00e1s na kolena, ba naopak narovn\u00e1te z\u00e1da a vychutn\u00e1v\u00e1te koalici s Bohem, kterou jste pr\u00e1v\u011b uzav\u0159eli. Je to \u00faleva b\u00fdt malinkat\u00fd. Odhod\u00edte stranou obavy, jestli v\u00e1\u0161 \u017eivot bude opravdu \u017eiv\u00fdm sv\u011bdectv\u00edm o Kristu, jak se po v\u00e1s chce a radujete se z v\u011bdom\u00ed, \u017ee na nic nejste sami a \u017ee za va\u0161imi z\u00e1dy bude v\u017edy st\u00e1t v\u00e1\u0161 P\u00e1n, aby v\u00e1m pom\u00e1hal a vedl v\u00e1s.<br \/>\nltmv<\/p>\n<p align=\"right\">\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8222;Vzpom\u00ednky \u010dasem vyblednou a takhle budu m\u00edt n\u011bco, co si m\u016f\u017eu po letech p\u0159e\u010d\u00edst a t\u0159eba si znova vzpomenout, jak\u00e9 to je nechat se pok\u0159t\u00edt&#8230;&#8220;, motivuje autorka z \u0159ad \u010derstv\u011b pok\u0159t\u011bn\u00fdch student\u016f u Nejsv. Salv\u00e1tora v Praze vznik n\u00e1sleduj\u00edc\u00edho textu. Jsme vd\u011b\u010dni za sd\u00edlen\u00ed, nepohrdneme ani dal\u0161\u00edmi p\u0159\u00edsp\u011bvky \u010di koment\u00e1\u0159i.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":8,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/164"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/8"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=164"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/164\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4651,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/164\/revisions\/4651"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=164"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=164"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=164"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}