{"id":3046,"date":"2010-07-27T19:06:20","date_gmt":"2010-07-27T18:06:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/?p=3046"},"modified":"2010-07-27T21:01:55","modified_gmt":"2010-07-27T20:01:55","slug":"sluneni-v-desti-ii","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/?p=3046","title":{"rendered":"Slun\u011bn\u00ed v de\u0161ti II."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#8222;Rozd\u00edl mezi depres\u00ed a zoufalstv\u00edm je v tom, \u017ee zoufalstv\u00ed je statick\u00e9, zat\u00edmco deprese pod povrchem mal\u00e1tnosti skr\u00fdv\u00e1 p\u0159erod. Deprese je do\u010dasn\u00fd \u00fastup z aktivity, aby se \u010dlov\u011bk mohl l\u00e9pe p\u0159izp\u016fsobit dal\u0161\u00edmu \u017eivotu. Tento proces m\u00e1 svou dynamiku, tak jako voda, a m\u016f\u017eete se polo\u017eit do jeho proudu, pokud d\u016fv\u011b\u0159ujete, \u017ee v\u00e1s unese.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Zoufalstv\u00ed je mnohem nebezpe\u010dn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed, proto\u017ee trv\u00e1 na sv\u00e9m postoji. Dokonce i kdy\u017e jste p\u0159ijali zoufalstv\u00ed jako sou\u010d\u00e1st intelektu\u00e1ln\u00ed m\u00f3dy, u\u017e v\u00e1m nedovol\u00ed se odpoutat &#8211; nepropust\u00ed v\u00e1s, jako to se samoz\u0159ejmost\u00ed \u010din\u00ed deprese. Tak\u00e9 zoufalstv\u00ed m\u00e1 nepochybn\u011b svoje klady, ale je to maska, kter\u00e1 nakonec splyne s va\u0161\u00edm obli\u010dejem.<\/p>\n<p>Kde zoufalstv\u00ed je socha, je deprese vodop\u00e1d.&#8220;<br \/>\n&#8222;Dal\u0161\u00ed den slun\u011bn\u00ed. &#8230; Bojovala jsem se sebou, c\u00edtila se uboze, proto\u017ee jsem po\u0159\u00e1d byla nemocn\u00e1 a sna\u017eila se na svou miz\u00e9rii vyzr\u00e1t my\u0161len\u00edm. Co je v m\u00e9m postoji chybn\u00e9? Mohla bych myslet v\u00edc pozitivn\u011b a urychlit tak svoje uzdraven\u00ed? Co to je v m\u00e9 minulosti, co mi zp\u016fsobilo tuhle katastrofu?<br \/>\nN\u00e1hle jsem se rozhodla, \u017ee toho nech\u00e1m jako \u0161patn\u00e9 pr\u00e1ce. Cel\u00e9 moje vnit\u0159n\u00ed \u00fasil\u00ed nevdelo v\u016fbec k ni\u010demu. Zcela jsem se poddala skute\u010dnosti, \u017ee se c\u00edt\u00edm p\u0159\u00ed\u0161ern\u011b.<br \/>\nN\u00e1lada se mi okam\u017eit\u011b zlep\u0161ila. Za\u010dala jsem si v\u0161\u00edmat, jak prob\u00edh\u00e1 m\u016fj den, m\u00edsto abych se za n\u011bj c\u00edtila odpov\u011bdn\u00e1. &#8230;<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Kdy\u017e si za\u010dnete v\u0161\u00edmat sv\u011bta kolem sebe, m\u00edsto abyste se jej pokou\u0161eli zm\u011bnit, v\u0161echno se t\u00edm zm\u011bn\u00ed. Otev\u0159enost v\u016f\u010di sv\u011btu umo\u017e\u0148uje, aby pokra\u010doval ve sv\u00e9 existenci a nerozb\u011bs\u0148oval v\u00e1s t\u00edm, \u017ee se odm\u00edt\u00e1 p\u0159izp\u016fsobit va\u0161\u00ed v\u016fli. Ukazuje v\u00e1m sv\u011bt v pohybu: ne v p\u0159\u00eddavn\u00fdch jm\u00e9nech, ale ve slovesech.&#8220;<\/p>\n<p>&#8222;Ze\u0161e\u0159ilo se a zjistila jsem, \u017ee u\u017e jsem u baz\u00e9nu sama. \u010das plynul a uc\u00edtila jsem na sob\u011b n\u011bkolik kapek de\u0161t\u011b. Le\u017eela jsem na b\u0159i\u0161e. Kapky na m\u011b dopadaly jednotliv\u011b a vytv\u00e1\u0159ely mi pocit mraven\u010den\u00ed na cel\u00fdch z\u00e1dech a nohou. Cht\u011bla jsem se pohnout, ale nemohla jsem se k tomu p\u0159im\u011bt. Le\u017eet v de\u0161ti bylo kr\u00e1sn\u00e9 a jakoby se t\u00edm vracel \u017eivot do m\u00e9 vy\u0159azen\u00e9 ob\u011bhov\u00e9 soustavy. Vracel se mi cit.<br \/>\nKdo tvrd\u00ed, \u017ee sma\u017eit se na slunci je jedin\u00fd zp\u016fsob opalov\u00e1n\u00ed?<br \/>\nOkuste luxus de\u0161t\u011b, v\u0159ele doporu\u010duji.&#8220;<\/p>\n<p>ze stejnojmenn\u00e9 knihy G. Lewisov\u00e9 vybrala DH<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8222;Rozd\u00edl mezi depres\u00ed a zoufalstv\u00edm je v tom, \u017ee zoufalstv\u00ed je statick\u00e9, zat\u00edmco deprese pod povrchem mal\u00e1tnosti skr\u00fdv\u00e1 p\u0159erod. Deprese je do\u010dasn\u00fd \u00fastup z aktivity, aby se \u010dlov\u011bk mohl l\u00e9pe p\u0159izp\u016fsobit dal\u0161\u00edmu \u017eivotu. Tento proces m\u00e1 svou dynamiku, tak jako voda, a m\u016f\u017eete se polo\u017eit do jeho proudu, pokud d\u016fv\u011b\u0159ujete, \u017ee v\u00e1s unese.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3046"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3046"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3046\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3048,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3046\/revisions\/3048"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3046"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3046"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3046"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}