{"id":3057,"date":"2010-08-12T10:15:52","date_gmt":"2010-08-12T09:15:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/?p=3057"},"modified":"2010-08-12T10:15:52","modified_gmt":"2010-08-12T09:15:52","slug":"milost-iluze-a-milost-skutecneho-zivota","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/?p=3057","title":{"rendered":"Milost iluze a milost skute\u010dn\u00e9ho \u017eivota"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>V p\u0159\u00ed\u0161t\u00edch dnech si v\u00e1m dovol\u00edme nab\u00eddnout n\u011bkolik \u00faryvk\u016f z \u017eivotopisn\u00e9ho rozhovoru s francouzsk\u00fdm trapistou Andr\u00e9 Loufem, kter\u00fd byl publikov\u00e1n \u010desky v r. 2004 v Karmelit\u00e1nsk\u00e9m nakladatelstv\u00ed pod n\u00e1zvem &#8222;V milosti Bo\u017e\u00ed. Rozhovor s trapistou.&#8220; Tuto pom\u011brn\u011b \u00fatlou a \u010dtivou knihu velmi doporu\u010dujeme zejm\u00e9na t\u011bm, kte\u0159\u00ed se zaj\u00edmaj\u00ed o smysl a z\u00e1kladn\u00ed struktury \u0159eholn\u00edho \u017eivota, p\u0159\u00edpadn\u011b by se r\u00e1di nechali povzbudit na sv\u00e9 cest\u011b modlitby.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&#8222;Kdy\u017e jsem se vr\u00e1til do kl\u00e1\u0161tera, jak jsem p\u0159edv\u00eddal, pod\u00edlel jsem se na \u017eivot\u011b komunity v jej\u00edch ka\u017edodenn\u00edch prac\u00edch, v liturgii, v usebran\u00e9m ml\u010den\u00ed. To m\u011b p\u0159ivedlo k tomu, \u017ee jsem znovu objevil s novou a od nyn\u011bj\u0161ka hlub\u0161\u00ed radost\u00ed milost samoty, bratrsk\u00e9ho spole\u010denstv\u00ed a &#8222;p\u0159e\u017evykov\u00e1n\u00ed&#8220; P\u00edsma svat\u00e9ho. D\u00edky Bohu, c\u00edtil jsem se velmi klidn\u00fd. Za p\u016fldruh\u00e9ho roku m\u011b \u00fapln\u011b nep\u0159edv\u00eddan\u011b (vzhledem k m\u00e9 &#8222;minulosti&#8220;) po\u017e\u00e1dali, abych si vzal na starost redigov\u00e1n\u00ed Collectanea Cisterciensia, jednoho z \u010dasopis\u016f pro spiritualitu na\u0161eho \u0159\u00e1du. <!--more-->S\u00e1m gener\u00e1ln\u00ed prokur\u00e1tor p\u0159ijel z \u0158\u00edma a po\u017e\u00e1dal m\u00e9ho otce opata o opr\u00e1vn\u011bn\u00ed z\u0159\u00eddit sekretari\u00e1t \u010dasopisu na Mont-des-Cats. Tato nab\u00eddka se u mne neobe\u0161la bez mnoha obav: jsem opravdu vhodn\u00fd pro takov\u00fd \u00fakol? Studium na Biblick\u00e9m \u00fastavu nep\u0159ipravuje p\u0159\u00edmo na d\u011bjiny spirituality. Av\u0161ak m\u011bl jsem zase jednou podlehnout snu cht\u00edt v\u0161echno &#8222;opanovat&#8220;? Lep\u0161\u00ed bylo p\u0159ijmout, <em>confidens in adiutorio Dei<\/em>, \u0159ekl by svat\u00fd Benedikt, &#8222;vlo\u017eit d\u016fv\u011bru v Bo\u017e\u00ed pomoc&#8220;. Po pravd\u011b \u0159e\u010deno, byla to vzru\u0161uj\u00edc\u00ed pr\u00e1ce, kter\u00e1 ostatn\u011b st\u00e1le ohro\u017eovala vnit\u0159n\u00ed rovnov\u00e1hu, teprve \u010derstv\u011b nabytou a dosud k\u0159ehkou. Skute\u010dn\u011b, m\u011bl jsem k dispozici svou osobn\u00ed kancel\u00e1\u0159 a psan\u00ed stroj &#8211; vz\u00e1cn\u00fd p\u0159epych v t\u00e9 dob\u011b &#8211; byl jsem zahrnov\u00e1n mno\u017estv\u00edm \u017e\u00e1dost\u00ed, povzbuzov\u00e1n uzn\u00e1n\u00edm, jak\u00e9 si revue z\u00edsk\u00e1vala, a prost\u011b jsem riskoval, \u017ee u\u017e budu \u017e\u00edt jen pro tohle. Jedna v\u011bc mi tenkr\u00e1t pomohla odevzdat se \u00fapln\u011b rozhodnut\u00edm sv\u00e9ho opata. Byl jsem p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010den, \u017ee je pro mne dobr\u00e9 \u0159\u00eddit se bez diskutov\u00e1n\u00ed t\u00edm, co rozhodl, ani\u017e se c\u00edtil povinen poradit se p\u0159edem s t\u00edm, koho se bude rozhodnut\u00ed t\u00fdkat. Je\u0161t\u011b si vzpom\u00edn\u00e1m, jak\u00fdm zp\u016fsobem mi sd\u011bloval sv\u00e9 rozhodnut\u00ed ohledn\u011b \u017e\u00e1dost\u00ed, kter\u00e9 p\u0159i\u0161ly zven\u010d\u00ed: &#8222;Hle\u010fte , o\u010d v\u00e1s \u017e\u00e1daj\u00ed&#8230; A toto jsme rozhodli&#8230;&#8220; Dnes se to m\u016f\u017ee zd\u00e1t podivn\u00e9. Ale tenkr\u00e1t jsem byl ovl\u00e1d\u00e1n milost\u00ed poslu\u0161nosti, kter\u00e1 se nedala vysv\u011btlit p\u0159irozen\u00fdmi m\u011b\u0159\u00edtky. Nez\u00e1le\u017eelo mi tolik na obsahu rozhodnut\u00ed, ale v\u00edce na vnit\u0159n\u00edm probuzen\u00ed, je\u017e tato milost ve m\u011b p\u016fsobila. V tom byla podstata.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>V p\u0159\u00ed\u0161t\u00edch dnech si v\u00e1m dovol\u00edme nab\u00eddnout n\u011bkolik \u00faryvk\u016f z \u017eivotopisn\u00e9ho rozhovoru s francouzsk\u00fdm trapistou Andr\u00e9 Loufem, kter\u00fd byl publikov\u00e1n \u010desky v r. 2004 v Karmelit\u00e1nsk\u00e9m nakladatelstv\u00ed pod n\u00e1zvem &#8222;V milosti Bo\u017e\u00ed. Rozhovor s trapistou.&#8220; Tuto pom\u011brn\u011b \u00fatlou a \u010dtivou knihu velmi doporu\u010dujeme zejm\u00e9na t\u011bm, kte\u0159\u00ed se zaj\u00edmaj\u00ed o smysl a z\u00e1kladn\u00ed struktury \u0159eholn\u00edho \u017eivota, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":11,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3057"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/11"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3057"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3057\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3058,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3057\/revisions\/3058"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3057"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3057"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3057"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}