{"id":3815,"date":"2011-06-13T14:52:01","date_gmt":"2011-06-13T13:52:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/?p=3815"},"modified":"2011-06-13T14:52:01","modified_gmt":"2011-06-13T13:52:01","slug":"mili-pratele-znami-neznami","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/?p=3815","title":{"rendered":"Mil\u00ed p\u0159\u00e1tel\u00e9, zn\u00e1m\u00ed, nezn\u00e1m\u00ed&#8230; :)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: left;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/irena-2011.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-3816\" title=\"irena-2011\" src=\"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/irena-2011-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"irena-2011\" width=\"180\" height=\"135\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/irena-2011-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/irena-2011.jpg 512w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 180px) 100vw, 180px\" \/><\/a>srde\u010dn\u011b V\u00e1s zdrav\u00edm z Florencie! V \u010dervenci to bude rok, co jsem postulantka a co bydl\u00edm tady ve florentsk\u00e9m novici\u00e1t\u011b, m\u00edst\u011b \u0159eholn\u00ed formace na\u0161\u00ed kongregace. Sestry m\u011b poprosily, abych napsala n\u011bco o tom, jak se mi tady vlastn\u011b da\u0159\u00ed (\u017ee pr\u00fd u\u017e nev\u00ed, co v\u00e1m maj\u00ed odpov\u00eddat). Tak j\u00e1 tedy r\u00e1da p\u00ed\u0161u a vzpom\u00edn\u00e1m na kr\u00e1sn\u00e9 pra\u017esk\u00e9 \u010dasy pro\u017eit\u00e9 s v\u00e1mi. <!--more--><br \/>\nPopravd\u011b \u0159e\u010deno, tady ve Florencii to taky nen\u00ed \u0161patn\u00fd \ud83d\ude42 M\u00e1m opravdu radost, \u017ee jsem tady. Radost z toho kroku, z rozhodnut\u00ed st\u00e1t se karmelitkou, z toho, \u017ee n\u00e1sledovat Krista je mo\u017en\u00e9 a re\u00e1ln\u00e9, a \u017ee je to i pro m\u011b. A tahle radost m\u011b prov\u00e1z\u00ed cel\u00fd tenhle rok a to je kr\u00e1sa. Je n\u00e1s tady v novici\u00e1t\u011b p\u011bt, s novicmistrovou \u0161est a dohromady to d\u011bl\u00e1 5 n\u00e1rodnost\u00ed: Izrael, It\u00e1lie, \u010cR, Braz\u00edlie a Salvador. Domluvit se b\u00fdvalo zpo\u010d\u00e1tku ot\u00e1zkou schopnosti pantomimy a intuice, ale nakonec \u017e\u00edt v takov\u00e9 komunit\u011b je ne\u010dekan\u011b zaj\u00edmav\u00e9 a obohacuj\u00edc\u00ed. Prvn\u00ed p\u0159ekvapiv\u00e1 zku\u0161enost je vz\u00e1jemn\u00e1 odli\u0161nost, druh\u00e1, \u017ee zas tak moc odli\u0161n\u00ed zase nejsme \ud83d\ude42\u00a0 Nakonec to, co je d\u016fle\u017eit\u00e9, je jaksi obecn\u011b lidsk\u00e9 a mezin\u00e1rodn\u00ed.<br \/>\nPamatuju si, \u017ee na za\u010d\u00e1tku m\u00e9ho hled\u00e1n\u00ed povol\u00e1n\u00ed byl mimo jin\u00e9 cit\u00e1t z Kierkegaarda: &#8222;Existuj\u00ed dva druhy k\u0159es\u0165an\u016f: n\u00e1sledovn\u00edk a levn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed vyd\u00e1n\u00ed t\u00e9ho\u017e, obdivovatel.&#8220; Tehdy m\u011b rozsekl na dva kusy. Bylo to jasn\u00e9: jsem ta levn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed varianta. Stra\u0161n\u00e9. Hledala jsem a nach\u00e1zela cel\u00fd seznam d\u016fvod\u016f, pro\u010d je ten pocit prost\u011b neopodstatn\u011bn\u00fd. V\u017edy\u0165 p\u0159ece n\u00e1sledovat Krista mus\u00edm tam, kde zrovna jsem, a \u017ee p\u0159ece d\u011bl\u00e1m, co m\u016f\u017eu. A \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd kl\u00e1\u0161ter mi m\u00e9 probl\u00e9my nevy\u0159e\u0161\u00ed, nevykouzl\u00ed mi opravdovost. Ale nepom\u00e1halo to a nepom\u00e1halo mi ani vid\u011bt p\u0159\u00e1tel\u00e9 a zn\u00e1m\u00e9, kte\u0159\u00ed \u017eij\u00ed ve sv\u011bt\u011b a jsou skute\u010dn\u011b Kristovi a skute\u010dn\u011b ho n\u00e1sleduj\u00ed. V m\u00e9m p\u0159\u00edpad\u011b to bylo po\u0159\u00e1d stejn\u00e9: obdivovatel.<br \/>\nNo a te\u010f, t\u00edmhle krokem, se to prom\u011bnilo a j\u00e1 m\u00e1m radost, \u017ee jsem kone\u010dn\u011b na cest\u011b. Na m\u00e9 vlastn\u00ed opravdov\u00e9 cest\u011b k Bohu a k \u017eivotu Mu zasv\u011bcen\u00e9mu. Ne \u017ee bych te\u010f pro\u017e\u00edvala jen sam\u00e9 sladk\u00e9 pocity, ne \u017ee by v\u0161echno s \u010d\u00edm se setk\u00e1v\u00e1m bylo bezprobl\u00e9mov\u00e9 a zcela pokojn\u00e9 (\u201ejako na m\u00edru pro m\u011b&#8220;), ne \u017ee bych m\u011bla nejakou jistotu. Ne \u017ee by to zkr\u00e1tka bylo tak, jak jsem si p\u0159edstavovala, \u017ee by mohlo vypadat takov\u00e9 nalezen\u00e9 povol\u00e1n\u00ed \ud83d\ude42 A p\u0159ece je to mnohem lep\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e jsem \u010dekala a m\u00e1m radost, jakou jsem p\u0159ed t\u00edm nem\u011bla.<br \/>\nTak p\u0159eju i v\u00e1m hodn\u011b d\u016fv\u011bry a radosti na va\u0161ich cest\u00e1ch a \u0159\u00edk\u00e1m si, \u017ee bude p\u011bkn\u00fd, jestli se ty na\u0161e cesty zase jednou potkaj\u00ed.<br \/>\nV ka\u017ed\u00e9m p\u0159\u00edpad\u011b po\u017eehnan\u00fd svatodu\u0161n\u00ed \u010das a kr\u00e1sn\u00e9 st\u0159edoevropsk\u00e9 l\u00e9to! (ti\u0161e z\u00e1vid\u00edm, my u\u017e tu m\u00e1me 35 ve st\u00ednu \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\">\nIrena G.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>srde\u010dn\u011b V\u00e1s zdrav\u00edm z Florencie! V \u010dervenci to bude rok, co jsem postulantka a co bydl\u00edm tady ve florentsk\u00e9m novici\u00e1t\u011b, m\u00edst\u011b \u0159eholn\u00ed formace na\u0161\u00ed kongregace. Sestry m\u011b poprosily, abych napsala n\u011bco o tom, jak se mi tady vlastn\u011b da\u0159\u00ed (\u017ee pr\u00fd u\u017e nev\u00ed, co v\u00e1m maj\u00ed odpov\u00eddat). Tak j\u00e1 tedy r\u00e1da p\u00ed\u0161u a vzpom\u00edn\u00e1m na [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":33,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9,21],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3815"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/33"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3815"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3815\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3817,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3815\/revisions\/3817"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3815"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3815"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cestanahoru.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3815"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}