Sed\u00edm ve \u0161kole a p\u00ed\u0161e se p\u00edsemka. Obsahuje v\u00edce \u00faloh. Sou\u010d\u00e1st\u00ed testu je ov\u0161em tak\u00e9 to, \u017ee pozn\u00e1me, kter\u00e1 \u00faloha je tou nejd\u016fle\u017eit\u011bj\u0161\u00ed. Tu je pot\u0159eba vy\u0159e\u0161it. Jinak \u0159e\u0161en\u00ed dal\u0161\u00edch \u00fakol\u016f nem\u00e1 smysl, za to body nejsou. I kdyby ty druh\u00e9 \u00fakoly byly vy\u0159e\u0161eny spr\u00e1vn\u011b, nen\u00ed mi to nic platn\u00e9, kdy\u017e nem\u00e1m vy\u0159e\u0161en\u00fd ten jeden jedin\u00fd hlavn\u00ed \u00fakol. (Mk 8,36)<\/p>\n
Nu\u017ee, \u010das b\u011b\u017e\u00ed. Jsou n\u011bkte\u0159\u00ed, kte\u0159\u00ed se zvedaj\u00ed ze \u017eidle a jdou odevzd\u00e1vat.<\/p>\n
\u010cas pokro\u010dil. Bl\u00ed\u017e\u00ed se konec, ale nem\u00e1m hodinky, nev\u00edm, kdy se bude sb\u00edrat. (Mk 13,32-33) U\u017e odevzdali v\u0161ichni. U\u010ditel stoj\u00ed kdesi za mnou.<\/p>\n
Z\u016fstala jsem ve t\u0159\u00edd\u011b posledn\u00ed. Dosud jsme j\u00e1 a n\u011bkolik prvn\u00edch odevzd\u00e1vali testy hned, ale u tohoto z\u00e1v\u011bre\u010dn\u00e9ho testu je v\u0161echno jinak. Nerozum\u00edm tomu. V\u017edycky jsem se poctiv\u011b p\u0159ipravovala, nic se neodkl\u00e1dalo a\u017e na posledn\u00ed chv\u00edli, u\u010dila jsem se pr\u016fb\u011b\u017en\u011b. Ale u t\u00e9hle p\u00edsemky m\u00e1m dojem, \u017ee do\u0161lo k\u00a0z\u00e1m\u011bn\u011b, \u017ee jsem zde omylem a v\u016fbec do t\u00e9to t\u0159\u00eddy nepat\u0159\u00edm. V\u0161ichni u\u017e odevzdali, jen j\u00e1 ne. Zji\u0161\u0165uji, \u017ee m\u011b hrav\u011b p\u0159edhon\u00ed i mnohem mlad\u0161\u00ed \u017e\u00e1ci. Jak je to mo\u017en\u00e9? (Mk 10,14)<\/p>\n
A jak vypad\u00e1 ten \u00fakol, kter\u00fd je ze v\u0161ech nejd\u016fle\u017eit\u011bj\u0161\u00ed? Spo\u010d\u00edv\u00e1 v\u00a0nalezen\u00ed, naz\u00fdv\u00e1m to:\u00a0nalezen\u00ed sebe, v\u00a0nalezen\u00ed l\u00e1sky. Ale t\u0159eba se ta \u00faloha jmenuje \u00fapln\u011b jinak.<\/p>\n
Vlastn\u011b u mne \u0159e\u0161en\u00ed toho \u00fakolu za\u010dalo d\u00e1vno. Ani nev\u00edm p\u0159esn\u011b, kdy. Snad dokonce u\u017e v\u00a0okam\u017eiku, kdy se za\u010dalo ve t\u0159\u00edd\u011b ps\u00e1t. Byla jsem pe\u010dliv\u00e1 a dala si na t\u00e9 \u00faloze z\u00e1le\u017eet, d\u00e1vala jsem tomu v\u0161echno, ale najednou to bylo, jako by n\u011bkdo cel\u00fd m\u016fj dosavadn\u00ed postup a v\u0161echny d\u00edl\u010d\u00ed v\u00fdsledky toho \u00fakolu p\u0159e\u0161krtnul tlustou \u010dervenou \u010d\u00e1rou: \u201etakhle ne, v\u0161echno \u0161patn\u011b, znovu\u201c. Stalo se to ve chv\u00edli, kdy u\u017e podle m\u00e9ho soudu zb\u00fdvalo jen dosadit v\u00fdsledek. V\u00a0t\u00e9 chv\u00edli se inkoust vpil do pap\u00edru, p\u00edsmo zmizelo a zbylo jen ono: \u201eznovu\u201c. (Mt 7,24-27)<\/p>\n
Sed\u00edm nad posledn\u00ed a sou\u010dasn\u011b prvn\u00ed, proto\u017ee jedinou bodovanou \u00falohou. Co to znamen\u00e1: \u201eznovu\u201c? Nenach\u00e1z\u00edm \u0159e\u0161en\u00ed. Cokoli vyzkou\u0161\u00edm, je op\u011bt p\u0159e\u0161krtnuto: \u201eznovu, takhle ne\u201c. U\u017e m\u011b nic nenapad\u00e1, proto\u017ee v\u0161e, co jsem se nau\u010dila, bylo zam\u00edtnuto d\u0159\u00edv, ne\u017e jsem p\u00edsemku sta\u010dila v\u016fbec odevzdat u\u010diteli k\u00a0ohodnocen\u00ed, a proto\u017ee v\u0161echno ostatn\u00ed, co jsem vyzkou\u0161ela, se nehodilo.<\/p>\n
A \u010das se kr\u00e1t\u00ed. A j\u00e1 si tolik p\u0159eji m\u00edt dobrou zn\u00e1mku, vlastn\u011b: p\u0159eji si m\u00edt za jedna, ba dokonce: chci m\u00edt jeden z\u00a0nejlep\u0161\u00edch v\u00fdsledk\u016f! Je p\u0159ece logick\u00e9, \u017ee se \u010dlov\u011bk sna\u017e\u00ed o to nejlep\u0161\u00ed. Jak je mo\u017en\u00e9, \u017ee kdy\u017e d\u011bl\u00e1m pro usp\u011bn\u00ed u t\u00e9 p\u00edsemky v\u0161echno, tak mi to nen\u00ed k\u00a0ni\u010demu, a vid\u00edm, \u017ee jin\u00ed, mlad\u0161\u00ed, lid\u00e9, kte\u0159\u00ed se u\u010den\u00ed nev\u011bnovali tolik jako j\u00e1, si vedou mnohem l\u00e9pe?<\/p>\n
Napad\u00e1 m\u011b i jin\u00e9 v\u011bc, toti\u017e: U\u010ditel evidentn\u011b nechce, aby n\u011bkdo v\u00a0t\u00e9 p\u00edsemce propadl. Nep\u0159eje si nap\u0159\u00edklad, abych propadla j\u00e1. Proto\u017ee, jak jinak vysv\u011btlit, \u017ee u\u010ditel mi vlastn\u011b napov\u00edd\u00e1? (Mdr 11,23-24) Sice jen t\u00edm, \u017ee \u0161krt\u00e1 vytrvale v\u0161echno, o co se pokus\u00edm, ale pro\u010d mi tedy neporad\u00ed? Kdy\u017e v\u0161echno kritizuje, mus\u00ed p\u0159ece zn\u00e1t spr\u00e1vnou odpov\u011b\u010f? Anebo mi celou dobu prozrazuje i spr\u00e1vn\u00e9 \u0159e\u0161en\u00ed, ov\u0161em jazykem, kter\u00e9mu nerozum\u00edm? T\u0159eba se jen boj\u00edm porozum\u011bt. M\u016f\u017ee to b\u00fdt t\u0159eba n\u011bco, co p\u0159evr\u00e1t\u00ed naruby \u00fapln\u011b v\u0161echno\u2026<\/p>\n
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